just a normal update

Am rather moody today. Here some updates:

Received good news from co. on mon dat our annual leave will be increased to 21 days. For those who worked here for more than 6 yrs will be 28 days… woots!

Received good news from mum on tues (ytd) dat her job application was successful. Shes gonna start work on thurs (tml). Dats fast. Im so happy for her yet sad for myself. I finally found the courage to face the fact n reflect upon myself dat I was ultra-dependant on her for this 21 years of my life. And she had spent 21 years of her life taking care of mi n my younger bro… laundry service everyday… dinner on almost every weekday… “room cleaning service” on a weekly basis… all these shes done I’ve been taking for granted… esp dinner… coz looking ard at my friends, colleagues… not all of them has home-cooked dinner every night... selfish mi… n I realized how fortunate I am…

I think this is e moment she’s waiting for… to get back to work… to have a life of her own… well, im not sure if I have the patience/determination/ability to sacrifice 21 years of my youth, taking care of my children. 21 years as a housewife is not joke! Hmm even feel like crying when im typing this out… but im in office, CONTROL is a must! (told u im moody.)

Hmm encountered something gross during lunch juz now.. here goes the whole story:

Scene: marina food court.
Time: lunch time

i have this sudden urge to eat “sin chew bee hoon”. So I went to tis stall even though the queue is damn long.. waited for quite some time n e queue clears slowly. In e meantime, someone came to refill the utensils (forks n spoons onli) for tis stall. As e queue clears, its my turn to take e utensils n suddenly tis smell of table cloth caught my attention. I looked ard to find some possible traces of table cloth but none.. so I tot it was e smell of dat area onli so I quickly left upon collection of my food…

to my horror, the smell followed mi back to my table. Whenever I bent down to scoop my been hoon, I can smell dat strong table cloth smell. The best part is my colleagues can smell it too @ various angles. So I decided to drop the utensils n stop eating to prevent myself from food poisoning. Its freaking disgusting lorz!!!!!! imagine e food ur eating contains rinsed table cloth water. SHIT!

im not going back to dat stall again.