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it doesnt really matter how much efforts i've put in n how much i've learnt thru this...

im not expecting u peeps to realli appreciate wat i've done, "oh whoa, thanks chris for this wonderful piece of work!" or "the company cant do without chris, she deserves it man!" act-like-appreciating kind of phrases...

but please dun say things which HURTS mi upfront... "oh man this opening is a pain in the ass", "we feel disgusted upon hearing XXX (company name of our event organiser)"...

oh well, i did not ask for it. dun make it sound as if i VOLUNTEERED to be part of this. dun make it sound as if i LOVE pesturing u for confirmations. im pissed as much as u do.

whatever it is. wats said is SAID. fuck it. it hurts more than anything else. n nothing else is gonna change my impression on u.

this explains my Disappointed, Disheartened, Demoralised.