yesterday started off very well despite being late n liao-ing lui to take cab to pass office. coz i bumped into baorong n edwin @ pass office!!! yes! both joined src. keke actually when they got called up by src they did tell mi lahz.. juz dat i nv tell both of them dat they r going for the same co. hehe. yea so its a good start. chatted awhile wif them until bus came. n they cont to queue to take photo. HIAK!

heard dat youchang became bank assistant. so funny. gotta ask him more when i see him online. woots!

but later while i was doing some work the same tot falshed across my mind again n again n i cant help feeling insecure. yes its true. but really no point trashing out my tots upfront. i tried once, but failed drastically. coz if he die die oso dun admit oso no point mah. dun admit nvm, the worse part is bite u back, saying u think too much lah, too possessive lah, totally ridiculous lah, blah blah blah kind of shit. everytime tis tot came across my mind i can onli keep to myself. coz i was too afraid. im not as strong as i tot.

当作你有事瞒着我好了.
我就只好像过去一样, 若无其事, 自以为伟大地活下去.