i juz get blamed for everything

ytd's dinner. ate wif my parents n ty. i scooped vege for ty coz its far from him. then i scooped for myself. n i got scolded. she says she ask mi to scoop for ty how come i scoop only for myself. damn.

tonight's dinner. ate wif family. we ordered quite alot of dishes, wif a bowl of soup. dad noticed dat the bowl of soup is blocking mi from taking the kueh chap, so he shifted the bowl of soup to the side of the table. she diao mi n said, see, now i cant take the soup, its so far from mi. well well, my fault.

at 10.30pm, i stomachache n went to shit. i came out at 10.40pm. she looked at mi, see how blocking n inconsiderate u are? ur bro needs to bathe n go back to camp. thanks my fault again.

happy mother's day. u happy can liaoz.

juz attended my sayang's wedding... sayang is married. but the bride is not mi... T_T

my 1st time to a malay wedding. interesting. but the weather toooooo hot. 

uploade the photos when i got it bah... my sayang is soooo cute. :D

unconvinced

coz i always remb 1 thing.

its not whether u WAN TO feel for her anot, its whether u feel for her anot.

if u were sensitive enough, u would have known earlier dat i've been writing bout tis issue many times previously.

and seems like u duno where ur feelings r bringing u to.

could u give urself some deep thought 1st before answering mi?

wat we r doing now is not being fair to u nor mi.

we might need to cool down.

im serious.

Deep Thoughts

Fyi, im still in office. Blogging n working @ the same time. Yup, the verdict is… im staying permanent at town.

I cant slp for nights. Cant concentrate on wat im doing. I tink a lot. Esp at night. Having deep thoughts.

Thinking what i've been doing.
Thinking whether wat I did was right or wrong.
Thinking if I’ve been too stubborn.

YES, I had a very deep thought.

Thinking back n fourth. How shld I start?

My heart was completely shattered.

Someone who was respected by many, would make this decision, choose this path

Ppl like you, blinded by power, indulging in a world of self-satisfaction.

I indeed, pity you.

I noe you dun need ppl to understand you nor pity you, but I cant help feeling dat you deserved to be pitied.

Wat you r doing, is just a shield to hide your weaknesses, is just a wrapping paper to wrap all your fears, is nth but a thin plastic wrap to cover your true self.

I pity you for showing how happy & extremely blissful you r. Just to hide how screwed up your life was.

I pity you for staying here screwing ppl’s life. Just because you cant find a direction in life.

I pity you for coming up to this stage and STILL need to guard against us for as long as your battery lasts. Just because you cant lose.

Case closed, dats all, let’s move on, to create the artificial happiness you long desired.

她没出现。

老板打电话问她是否还有兴趣。

不知道她说了什么。

老板的回答竟是： 在这星期结束之前告诉我答案。

TMD

他把我们当成什么了？

对我师姐公平吗？ 对我公平吗？

我不是不愿意回到那儿工作， 但至少给我们一个答案。

好过白白的等。

SCREWED UP!

今晚应该睡不着觉。

难掩心中的兴奋。

虽然对裕廊岛依依不舍，但还是对未来充满着希望。

明天就会知晓。

我们的命运在她手里。

她会来吗？？？

超可爱的！！！

whee~~~

please support C & C.

rocks on~~~!!!

tis name is too chou for ppl to forget.

verdict

the verdict is on monday.

there may be a twist in this story.

but in this story, the good news for 1 is the bad news for the other.

yup, lets keep our fingers crossed.

emo kitty

i was asked to go back to town office.

these KLKs r like throwing mi ard like a ball.

i wasnt given an option.

even when i expressed to them how much i wan to stay here, was declined in the face.

u muz be wondering y im so emo since i can go to town office & dun need to face the KLKs right.

WRONG

i will still be reporting to them. clearing their shit work. !@#$%^&* chao tUrB#n

so its the same.

i rather be in jurong island,

having free lunch,

be wif the ppl i like &

be myself.