Deep Thoughts

Fyi, im still in office. Blogging n working @ the same time. Yup, the verdict is… im staying permanent at town.

I cant slp for nights. Cant concentrate on wat im doing. I tink a lot. Esp at night. Having deep thoughts.

Thinking what i've been doing.
Thinking whether wat I did was right or wrong.
Thinking if I’ve been too stubborn.

YES, I had a very deep thought.

Thinking back n fourth. How shld I start?

My heart was completely shattered.

Someone who was respected by many, would make this decision, choose this path

Ppl like you, blinded by power, indulging in a world of self-satisfaction.

I indeed, pity you.

I noe you dun need ppl to understand you nor pity you, but I cant help feeling dat you deserved to be pitied.

Wat you r doing, is just a shield to hide your weaknesses, is just a wrapping paper to wrap all your fears, is nth but a thin plastic wrap to cover your true self.

I pity you for showing how happy & extremely blissful you r. Just to hide how screwed up your life was.

I pity you for staying here screwing ppl’s life. Just because you cant find a direction in life.

I pity you for coming up to this stage and STILL need to guard against us for as long as your battery lasts. Just because you cant lose.

Case closed, dats all, let’s move on, to create the artificial happiness you long desired.