merry christmas 2

office is getting more sucky.

i wasnt supposed to be getting xmas gifts for anybody incl my friends n colleagues, except only for 2 which was already prepared, coz i dun have $ for sch fees, i cant afford to spend more for others.

i dun really like office ppl. n i really hate getting last min gifts. so these 2 combined effect = curse + swear.

so do u tink its worth getting gifts which r cursed n sweared by the person who bought it? yet i need to get some shit for formality sake. coz if i dun, the gossips would be worse. WTF.

n i tot its juz f**king unworth to be getting gifts for ppl i dun like, getting gifts for ppl who has nth for mi to thank. suckers. 

maybe im juz the suckiest of all. im 1 who minds about gossips. coz if i dun, i'll make my life simpler by ignoring these gifts i received from them. afterall, its a give n take situation, ppl give, i juz take.

i juz duno y they enjoy giving gifts. to mi, im oso nth to them. im not close wif them somemore. WTF.

watever it is, merry christmas.