tis is personal

i noe u r supposed to come during my study break. N leave on my exam date. But its been 2 wks n u have not appeared. I appreciate the fact dat u dun come during my exams coz u r being considerate n dun wan mi to be distracted. But a delay for 2 wks is making mi paranoid. Its too much. N I have to bear the full consequences of a late arrival. Its like paying interest for a overdue credit card payment.

It will be hard for mi to plan my activities if u cont to be so irregular. Yes, im now begging you. Please come on time.

A17 chalet

1st day of work after chalet sucks. Its like going back to work after a long leave. I hate work. I hate waking up late. I hate taking cab to work. Meow.

WARNING ++ this is a long post ++

Ok the chalet was fun. I was enjoying myself from day 1 till day 2 evening. I juz duno y out of a sudden I feel moody during bbq. im supposed to be chatty when chatty-partner-cyn is here but I juz wan to sit 1 corner n tuck in my hand. Super wasted. Coz the food is very fresh & nice. I like the fish, prawns n lalas. Woooo Kitty loves fresh seafood. If I were normal, I could have swept all the prawns clean. DAMN IT. Ok its over. I shall look forward to my next 2 bbqs – 1 on fri night n another on sat night. It’s a fattening season. But what to do? Kitty loves food.

We love taboo-ing.
“What is another phrase for saying excuse mi?” Us: “SIAM!!!”
“What do u need to play soccer?” Ans: “BALL!!!”
By joh “u Sing wat?” Us: “KTV?” “Kbox” “sing song!” joh “no no at jp downstairs… AIYA” *throws card down onto bed* its “Singpost.”
The classic by waich “AIR.. AIR? AIR!!! AIR… AIR??!!!! AIRPORT LAH!!”
Ok damn funny. I think u wont understand the funniness. But I can imagine if the cadets play tis. They’ll make it so boring.
Kitty *screaming at the top of her voice* : AHHHHHHHH!!!

Next the concentration game.
Its really tough. I have to look down in order to prevent myself from counting the wrong beat. I gotta plan ahead too. In case kitty is called, who shld I call? Gotta listen real hard. Argh! N waich is funny again. He cant follow the beat! Haha. Kitty & zebra are the survivors.. wif onli duno 1 or 2 drinks. Hehe

worst of the lot: guess punch. Cai quan.
I cant remb much of tis. oyster raise white flag n slept. all of us can read waich’s mind, incl mi. Im onli aware the end of tis game is towards my 4th consecutive drink when crayfish start to spout tears & crabby used all her strength to carry crayfish back to lvl 2, and in a spinning world, kitty ran up n down the stairs to take hot towel n green tea. I tink dats all I can remb.

N after the bbq, some of them were playing the games… so we mixed the drinks for them. We mistook the bottle of sprite for sprite. Coz we finished the sprite earlier n they filled it up wif plain water. So we mixed the “sprite” wif absolute!!! N the guys r stupid enough to finish their 1 whole cup n asked if we added plain water as mixer lorz. Then cont to say its super nan he and wat lorz. Hahahahahaha ya funny, coz they finished the whole cup then feedback.

On the last day after photo taking, I tink wenkiong passed to joh the tub of choc ice cream n it fell on the floor. PRAK! The ice cream landed on the floor like a pile of elephant shit n spilled some on joh’s feet. Yuck. Hahahaha. N the guys r like so high about it. Saying we shld have sprayed the ice cream on the floor n mattress, to create a mess. N painting “aunty bye bye” on the wall. Ok they r funny. hhahahha

Haven look at the photos, will post them tml bah. hehe

I really have to leave the funniest to the last of this entry.

Zhan hong in his slp on day 1 night when he said… “akjfhbvj Darren… Darren… darren… Darren…”As described by brendon n endorsed by des. Both of them were awaken by his sudden call for Darren. Hahahahaha!!! its real funny. He misses Darren!!!

Merry Christmas!!!

MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL MY DEAR FRIENDS!!!

Hope you'll have a good holiday you deserve for working so hard this year.

May you and your family be blessed with good health, good career and good wealth.

May love brings us joy, hope and happiness.

hehehe

i love my love. muack! i miss you.

and i noe u muz have felt terrible to work on holidays.

im sorry to add to ur burden.

but u muz noe, i love u more than anyone else.

u r my carebear, making mi smile everyday.

:)

merry christmas 2

office is getting more sucky.

i wasnt supposed to be getting xmas gifts for anybody incl my friends n colleagues, except only for 2 which was already prepared, coz i dun have $ for sch fees, i cant afford to spend more for others.

i dun really like office ppl. n i really hate getting last min gifts. so these 2 combined effect = curse + swear.

so do u tink its worth getting gifts which r cursed n sweared by the person who bought it? yet i need to get some shit for formality sake. coz if i dun, the gossips would be worse. WTF.

n i tot its juz f**king unworth to be getting gifts for ppl i dun like, getting gifts for ppl who has nth for mi to thank. suckers. 

maybe im juz the suckiest of all. im 1 who minds about gossips. coz if i dun, i'll make my life simpler by ignoring these gifts i received from them. afterall, its a give n take situation, ppl give, i juz take.

i juz duno y they enjoy giving gifts. to mi, im oso nth to them. im not close wif them somemore. WTF.

watever it is, merry christmas.

merry christmas 1

you are proving me right again. im right to pity you. im right dat you really do need to spend countless times guarding against us. pathetic you. i believe you will feel dat paraniod-ism until the sky falls. hehehe... my new passion. is to laugh at you. oh ya, i forgot to mention. dat you made her look like a clown, she din ask for it. you made her look like one. n if you din notice, everyone is laughing at her, we tried to keep her away from it, but you brought her tis. so its still your fault.

merry christmas, clowns.

YES!!! im done wif my exams le. wooo

kitty rocks on!

had steamboat at bugis after exam ytd. 天天火锅 wooo

to celebrate, i got my curls back. yes! i love curly hair.

im here again.

juz feel the need to be here.

coz i received an email from my colleague in terminal.

asking how i've been. giving mi words of encouragement.

its definitely heartwarming to receive this email from tis person.

coz he is like a father to mi.

i feel like crying.

i miss the terminal.

i noe im not supposed to be here, at this place at this time.

but im so sian.

i cant seem to concentrate.

im juz so easily distracted by so many things at home.

aready shifted my MB out to study room, so dat i have more space to do my revision.

but... 

i start to touch my 2009 organiser, shade the PHs & writing my friend's birthdates. 

i walk to the kitchen to look for food.

i chat wif mama.

i flip the newspapers even though i have read them in the morning.

i came to the study room, to on my MB for the sake of it.

hmmm i did many other things. all except concentrate on studying.

argh. i need to concentrate!

camp camp camp

i tot tis camp would be quite sian. coz my slping kaki cyn not coming. lucky des, heng, kw, sR, lin n mi all seniors here. still dare to say go IT fair.

i managed to enjoy myself. haha coz i got a good partner! wch rocks! woots!
he is good coz he does magic, while i laugh.
he is good coz he tells really LAME jokes (i find it really hard to laugh), to cool the hot weather. eg, on day 1 during flagstaff, i said i cant stand the sun, it so damn hot. then he ask mi then how i gonna survive tml?? i tot he meant tml will be full-u day then how i gonna survive lehz.. he was quick. he said "tml sunday mah" do u find it funny?
he is good coz he can handle the squad, while i slack.
i din slack much though, im a good assistant.
theres a few timing he is unsure of. so he got mi to check wif other squads lehz. i put in the effort to walk to joh's squad to check wif him the timing ok. big improvement. hehe.
partner for life!

then dar cheated mi into doing a dumb trick which when i finally figured out, i realised how stupid it was. not worth mentioning here. he is oso the one who spreads zh's ears 1 big 1 small. haha so funny! n i dun dare look at zh, scared he thinks im looking at his ears. dar n zh for life!

n i realise i owe alot of ppl money lehz.
kw - $2.50
brendon - $30
who else who else? better own up b4 i forget k.

overall, i find it easier to communicate wif everyone more, since its not the 1st time we're running camps together. n of coz got to noe them better. more open to each other, more jokes. more laughter. 15 instr, 1 heart. whee~~~ as for the sec 2s, quite heartwarming to see some of them improve so much since the last time i see them. n i tot my grp was good too. wif a smart aleck who is able to strike some conversation wif the squad, wch n mi dun need to talk to them so much. lastly im very satisfied wif my performance since i met MY core objective which is to slack.
S *clap*
L *clap*
A-C-K *clap* *clap* *clap*

im looking forward to our year-end chalet & HEY, actually being puppets is better than being a clown!!! hahahahaha~~~

updates

here i am blogging again. it was a bloody hectic week last week i could barely chat in msn.

i got lots to update, im warning u. read onli if ur interested.

1. friend, ur 1 in a million

i got tis colleague whose bdae falls some day last week. 3 of us shared to get a pressie for her. i think she was happy at 1st (i duno coz i wasnt there). then i receive her sms on sat saying thanks to all of us, but she has dat item aready. then i tot it was juz a comment so i did not reply her. then on mon, she msn-ed mi in the morning, saying "i aready got this aready... :(" i did not reply her. then later when i bump into her in office, she show mi a very black face.

its onli later then i got to noe from my senior dat she offered to exchange her gift for another item. but she juz bo chap. my senior asked mi if im ok to treat her lunch. my reaction was like WTF? showing us tis kinda attitude wan us treat u lunch ar? i can nv forget the day she emailed mi to share a pressie for another person in our clique, while i dun get a single wish from any of them during my bdae, incl my senior. i dun get a single wish, wan mi to share pressie. wait long long ok?

2. K.A.R.M.A

cyn told mi she forgot to "tare" her ez link when she alight the bus... n the bus fare was like $2 - $3. then i laugh at her. saying sbs need tis kinda ppl to offset those who nv pay or cheat bus fare. haha then on the same night. i realise i forget to bring my ez link home. left it in office. so i bought single trip tix lorz.. like some dumb tourist, looking at the screen duno wat to press. now i noe how the ch@o aH nEh5 feel. then the best part was, i reached bl n need to queue wif the ch@o aH nEh5 to get my $1 refund. n u noe, they take forever. !@#$%^&*

3. the blackout

it was after lunch n i juz came back to office. the air con stopped. lights r still on, coms r still running. i got a call from my senior. saying she was trapped in a lift. n she wans to confirm if shes at lvl 36, our lvl. i rushed to the lobby. to my horror my senior is alone in a lift wif the door 1.5" open and 2 steps below ground. she was so panic. wanted to ask someone to force open the door so she can come out. but my instincts tell mi not to lahz, in case theres UPS n the electricity suddenly come back. then i chatted wif her. poor girl. if i were her, i would have cried. im timid kitty. hehe. lucky after 30mins the electricity came back. n ya we hugged. haha

4. the ch@o tUrb@n

i juz got to noe it from my colleague @ terminal dat, the ch@o tUrb@n sent an email to them saying dat : apprciate if anyone could transmit to christine dat i have observed she always mc on a monday. wao, so u wan mi to plan my mc accordingly such dat i fall sick on random days?